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{ Forty Eight }

Wednesday, October 15, 2008 | 4:32 AM | 0 Comment(s)

Tuesdays are always my worse days... Class, work, then tons of cramming for English and psychology class... Yeah... I should have done it over the weekend but I didn't. I like to just relax and enjoy my day off from work and school but when I do, do that, I feel like I'm falling behind... =T Feels like there's no winning for me. =X It'll get easier, right?

Taking it slow...

Baby steps.

__ EDiT@2:33am __
I'm a bit saddened that I'm being doubted... Questioned about thing's that has been answered many times. Why does it matter if there is a possibility that someone out there is better when I don't care for no one but you? You question me because you need reassurance... Have you questioned yourself? I'm feared by the answer but I'm not going to stop you from making your choice. Nothing is forced... So don't feel like you're being suffocated... All of this is making me have doubts, not about you but about me... It makes me wonder... Am I honestly good enough for you? Sometimes I feel as if all I'm doing is dragging you down and pulling you through the mudd with me... This can't be healthy...

Just when I thought I'm all cried out, more tears start to stream from my eyes and down my cheeks...

I love you for who you are, not for what you have or can get. There's no questions about that you're the only one for me...

Love me for me because that's the only person I know how to be...

I stopped searching when I met you...

{ Forty Seven }

Friday, October 10, 2008 | 2:07 AM | 0 Comment(s)

I fall in love with you all over again with just one smile. <3

{ Forty Six }

Sunday, October 5, 2008 | 8:25 PM | 0 Comment(s)

Live for today because tomorrow is not guaranteed.

Thoughts on pause.

{ Forty Five }

Friday, October 3, 2008 | 5:41 AM | 0 Comment(s)

Expectations? I have none. Why would I have any? That's just setting myself up to get disappointed. I'm not sure I can handle it. Being let down so many times sure does suck. (: Disappointment is a total bitch. Yup. Although I may not have any expectations, what is expected of/from me? What do I have to bring to the table to prove myself? Do I need a paper that says I'm worthy of your acceptance? Maybe a well paying job? Or what if I dyed my hair purple, would it make a difference? What would you be thinking? How would you react? What are you thinking now? I'm just confused... I don't know what to do, I'm not sure if I know anything as of right now. Everything is a blur. I just need someone to guide me through, point me in a direction that I should be heading towards. A guiding light? A sign? I don't know, something~! Anything...?

No work or class tomorrow, finally some "me" time. Do I really need it?

{ Forty Four }

Wednesday, October 1, 2008 | 6:07 AM | 0 Comment(s)

I just want everything to go back to normal but I guess for now, this is okay...

Perfect is who you are.
Unfair is this world we live in.
Happiness is what you bring.
Complete is having you in my life.
Wait is me being patient for that day to come.
Time is what I have so I will continue to wait.

Without you, there's no me, so let there be an us so our world can go round again.

Be easy.

There's no reason why I'd stop, for you are my everything.

I love you, always and forever. <3

No regrets.

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