Foolishness </3 My internet has been down for a good 5 days or so. It's really irritating and frustrating. I'm already limited to do shit and having my net break certainly doesn't help either. ><

"I wanna make love in this club"

I'm good at putting up a front.

Emotions are not meant to be hidden.

I won't break because thats not who I am.

Strong indeed.

Work was blah today, didn't wanna do anything. Walked by every client and pretty much ignored them or I'd try to avoid them, avoiding any, if not, ALL human contact. =X People definitely noticed. Who wouldn't notice such a negative vibe? =T

I'm tired of everything.

Sometimes when I'm alone, I just wanna crawl in my bed and hide under my blanket, blocking out the world. I do wish sometimes that I can just sleep forever. When things aren't going the right way, sleep somewhat does justice. Just for a breif moment, nothing in this world matters. Sometimes thats not enough though.

"If you just realize what I just realized
That we'd be perfect for eachother and we'll never find another
Just realize what I just realized
We'd never have to wonder if we've missed out on eachother now"

What does perfect really mean?

I'm not selfish and I won't show any indication that I might be falling down that road. It's not who I am and I will not become one.

"Throw ya sets up"

I represent no one but myself.

I feel like I'm drowning in this unwanted emotion. No matter how much I'm trying to run from it, it seems to be going at me with full speed and just smashing into me.

Loneliness isn't something easy to be avoiding, it's as deadly as poison, ya dig?

"Trust me when I say that I'll be okay
Go on girl, go on girl"

Life should be simple, I know I'm in control of it but sometimes I lose that power to do anything about it.

Faking&denying things sometimes eases up the pain. No wonder why so many people are always in denial. o.0 7 months <3 (: GRATS BABY~! You got it! (: First day for you, exciting. :]


Day off tomorrow. (: Hip-hip-hooray~! ^@^

Exhausted.

Loser... =X

BORED, yeah... That... O.O

I gots myself a headache, psh... </3 YAY! No days off until next Sunday, woohoo! Fun stuff, work is awesome. =X

She got more planned than I know.

I'm exhausted.

Piss off.

Dude... LOL.

New book, "The Lovely Bones". Random
             thought of the day :]

Life is all about taking risks & chances, if not, you'll be living in regret, no one wants to be living with that, do they? The mind will always question if they made the right decision because they didn't go take that extra step. Once the decision is made up, theres no turning back. You go on about hoping you made the right choice, playing it safe. But theres no thrill if you're always cautious about everything. You only live life once, enjoy what it has to offer, take the opportunity as it is being handed to you. No matter how perfect you want your life to be, theres no such thing. You can always try but perfection is not a given. So why not pick up a bag of chips and devour the whole thing alone and not worry about how you might gain a pound? Or sit in front of your tv in your undies on a Saturday that you're off from work and just relax? You just never know when it'll be too late to actually appreciate and enjoy life. Happy six sex month. <3 (:
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