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{ Thirty Four }

Wednesday, July 23, 2008 | 5:25 PM | 0 Comment(s)

What else is there to say or do... He doesn't love me the way he use to, I am no longer "the one"... No matter how many things we went through together, the things I did for him, the things he did for me, it still couldn't help keep the relationship together... Yeah, I wanted it to work and so did he, at least thats what I was told... When you love someone, you don't give up so easily or give up at all... Yeah, maybe I was dragging on with what I wanted to do but that's just because I wasn't sure about anything. The only thing I knew for certain was that I wanted to be with you...

I'm so confused still... I just don't understand how I went and applied myself for school wasn't reassuring enough... Doesn't that prove anything to you, that I'm more than committed and I want us to be good... Like I said, it wasn't even like I was postponing this whole thing, I went and got my shit together once I got back to Boston. When I asked you how that wasn't reassuring, you went on telling me something and kind of trailed off... I don't know what to believe... First you say I was pushing you away, then you wasn't being reassured enough, you're being selfish, the time wasn't right, ya-de-yah-yah... The conversation just went in a circle... It was like, same question but different response...

Don't lose sleep over this just because I am, eat right, one of us has to, treat yourself good because I can't...

You're a great man... You'll make some other girl really happy. I wish you the best of lucks... And us being friends...

I still love you.

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