So exhausted... I have no idea why I'm still awake either... I'll probably sleep after this post. After all, tomorrow is another day. :) One more day closer... :3 Happy all around. Also moving some things to the new apartment tomorrow so I can start sleeping there! :D I really wish there was a faster way of moving my things over. xDD The slow process is so damn dreadful. :P At least it's happening, I'm happy about that.

Finally picked up the few things that I needed to give to my person that I picked for secret santa. Yeah... Now I just have to wait for the day to exchange gifts. I really don't know why I volunteered... LOL. It was a really dumb idea. Bleh. At least it's over and done with. :) I'm just being "cranky pants" as a co-worker would like to say. xP

Two weeks from now I'll be spending some quality time with one of my babies. :D Sooooo PUMPED! Still a bummer that Dereky won't be there. Especially to spend the day my mum gave birth to me. Haha. xD It'll still be a good one. :) A new beginning with fresh memories. I'm ready! <3 What is this feeling? This smile that I can't wipe off my face... Maybe I'm just too tired to even know what's going on... Nonetheless, I like this feeling... The semester is almost over. :) HOORAY! :D

Gotta pick up some things for this secret santa business. I don't even know why I signed up for it... Oh well, gotta do it. :P

Sweet dreams my dear

EDiT [5:15 am]
Wow... Was just looking back on some of my older entries on MySpace. Haha, I know, hella old shcool. :3 But anyhow, wow... So much sadness and happiness... The things that came out of my mouth... The feelings that I felt... Came rushing back at me... Makes me a bit sad... Why did I do this to myself? Right before I'm going to sleep too... It's going to be a long night... I should seriously get a head start...

Attempt #2. :) Another day closer. :3 And Dereky won't be there when we visit. ;[ Boo... Just 19 more days before my trip. :] I'm very excited. CANNOT wait! :D I stay crushing on thin air. ;]

It's almost that time of the year where new beginnings are blossoming. People are in hopes to have a different outcome and a turn around in life. It's never that easy... But one year... It'll come... :) Just gotta keep your hopes up...

Gosh... It's been awhile since I last saw your face... Time sure does fly... I still preferred you out of my life... It was more simple that way. I feel like you bring drama and unnecessary feelings to the table. I just don't have the energy I use to, to put up with this BS... ;X I've grown out of it... I guess I'll continue to avoid you at all cost. It's for the best. We separated for a reason and avoided you like the plague... That should have been an obvious sign that I want nothing to do with you... I guess some people are just really dense in their head that they just don't want to accept the fact of the matter... =.=" Drives me bonkers... Life is so complicated... It gets even more complex when a relationship is thrown into the mix... One minute you can't live without that person. The very next moment, you're sick and tired of them and you want a way out... How can someone's feeling change so drastically...? :\ It's never a happy ending either... Nor is it what you expected it to be... People can't really remain that friendship that they talked about in the beginning before they became a couple... It's always the complete opposite. ;X You both swear that no matter what happened in the relationship in the end, they'll always be friends. That's never the case. One person always decides to back out of the deal and want nothing to do with the other. It's quite sad actually... I thought people can be adults about these things... After all, we are one, aren't we? Sometimes it's hard to grasp the thought of losing someone. Someone that was once dear to you. Now they're just another shadow in the past that you don't want to be reminded of cause it'll just bring tears to your eyes. I hate sad endings... Endings that doesn't go anywhere... Why must there be an ending!? Can't things just "magically" always work out? If only... Right? One can only be optimistic. :) But for how long? :\

I'm sorry for everything... :[[ I hope one day we'll talk and become friends again, like we once were...
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