|
{ Thirty Seven }
Sunday, August 10, 2008 | 3:29 AM | 0 Comment(s)
Urg~! Just fucken get over it! Seriously... Why can't I? >=({ Thirty Six }
Wednesday, August 6, 2008 | 2:55 AM | 0 Comment(s)
"Everything will be okay"Such load of bullshit. Saying things, making people believe it, giving false hope. What kind of shit is that? So selfish... What, thought it'd be easier, less pain? Yeah, okay... Just made things worst... Falling faster and harder, crashing, no control in stopping it... Un-fucken-believable... Selfish much? I'm so tired of everything, this life. I'm ready for a new one... What to believe, who should I believe? Just shut the fuck up. >=( Is anything right in my life? I'm a total fuck up. My dukes are the biggest assholes... No wonder they raised a screwed up daughter... There is no one that I can depend on. In a world standing alone and it just gets crueler... No matter how nice or generous, people will fuck you over regardless cause they're cunts. Plain and simple. So flip them off and bounce. Mmmkays, shutting brain off and to bed I go. Peace?! { Thirty Five }
Sunday, July 27, 2008 | 10:35 PM | 0 Comment(s)
As much as I depise this thing called life... Sometimes... I am greatful for it. I was able to meet you, get to know you and feel what it's like to have you. Although it seemed like a short period of time we've been together, we sure did have a lot of laughs and good times. (: For now we've parted and gone our seperate ways, I hope we'll bump heads at the end of the road. :] I'll always be here for you, no doubt. ^@^ Just gimme a holla! ;]Missing you. <3 { Thirty Four }
Wednesday, July 23, 2008 | 5:25 PM | 0 Comment(s)
What else is there to say or do... He doesn't love me the way he use to, I am no longer "the one"... No matter how many things we went through together, the things I did for him, the things he did for me, it still couldn't help keep the relationship together... Yeah, I wanted it to work and so did he, at least thats what I was told... When you love someone, you don't give up so easily or give up at all... Yeah, maybe I was dragging on with what I wanted to do but that's just because I wasn't sure about anything. The only thing I knew for certain was that I wanted to be with you...I'm so confused still... I just don't understand how I went and applied myself for school wasn't reassuring enough... Doesn't that prove anything to you, that I'm more than committed and I want us to be good... Like I said, it wasn't even like I was postponing this whole thing, I went and got my shit together once I got back to Boston. When I asked you how that wasn't reassuring, you went on telling me something and kind of trailed off... I don't know what to believe... First you say I was pushing you away, then you wasn't being reassured enough, you're being selfish, the time wasn't right, ya-de-yah-yah... The conversation just went in a circle... It was like, same question but different response... Don't lose sleep over this just because I am, eat right, one of us has to, treat yourself good because I can't... You're a great man... You'll make some other girl really happy. I wish you the best of lucks... And us being friends... I still love you. { Thirty Three }
Tuesday, July 22, 2008 | 3:38 PM | 0 Comment(s)
× Right now I'm... ×→ Feeling: Confused → Eating: Nothing → Drinking: Nothing → Wearing: Black Beater.Gray Shorts → Listening to: Young Berg Ft. Ciara - Give You The Business → Watching: Nothing → Chatting with: No one → Thinking: About him... → Wanting: Him... → Wishing: For us to be okay... Every day I'd shed some tears, wishing and hoping that everything will work out... I know you don't like knowing that I'm hurting or crying... I try not to, I really do because I know you can't stand it... I can't stand knowing you're hurting cause of me... But I just can't help it... Whenever I stop crying, I'd start all over again because I know you don't want to be with me... Why all of a sudden? Am I not being a good enough girlfriend for you? I just want to go back to a month ago, where we were nothing but happy... When I look at people, they can see that I'm tired, losing so much sleep... They see someone that is unhappy... When I look at you, I'm filled with nothing but happiness and joy. Without you, I am nothing... "Now that I've lived with you, I can't live without you" I don't want a future where you're not in it... Theres no such thing... Waking up in the morning is so hard because I know today is going to be no different from yesterday... People say with each passing day, it'll get better and easier. How? Without you, theres no escape... I've always told you that you are worth the wait and I'm not going to go back on my word because you are, I'll be waiting... { Thirty Two }
Sunday, July 20, 2008 | 2:51 PM | 0 Comment(s)
What a nightmare...Just when I thought things might be getting a little better, it comes crashing down all at once. Couldn't sleep right, kept tossing and turning, waking up in the middle of the night several times... Who am I going to run to when all shit goes down? You were the only person I looked forward to talking to, to brighten up my days. When all hope was lost, I knew I can turn to you because I knew you'd be keeping my walls in tact, filling in the pieces, making everything okay. How does someone handle a situation like this? You say I'm still your bestfriend but being lovers and friends are two different things. Being friends can only fulfill so much needs and lovers can fulfill all... I honestly didn't believe this was going to happen. I mean, I guess I had a feeling but I thought I was just over thinking. It's not over thinking when it's coming from your mouth that we should separate. Okay, I I still want you to think about what I said in the IM message that I sent you... Give it some thought... "If worst comes to worst, we'd still be really great friends", at least we'd still have that... Hope we can talk soon... I just wanna crawl into a dark hole and cry myself to sleep because this world is too cruel for me and life itself just isn't fair... I love you, always have, always will... { Thirty One }
Monday, July 14, 2008 | 11:43 PM | 0 Comment(s)
"Let it go...Can’t let this thing called love get away from you Feel free right now, going do what you want to do Can’t let nobody take it away, from you, from me, from we No time for moping around, are you kidding? And no time for negative vibes, cause I’m winning It’s been a long week, I put in my hardest Gonna live my life, feels so good to get it right" - Mary J. Blige |
{ About Me ♥ }
 Birthday » 01.02.1988 Location » 617 & 781 Status » Happily taken <3 10[02]2014 <3 { Archives ♥ }
▪ January 2008
▪ February 2008 ▪ March 2008 ▪ April 2008 ▪ May 2008 ▪ June 2008 ▪ July 2008 ▪ August 2008 ▪ September 2008 ▪ October 2008 ▪ November 2008 ▪ December 2008 ▪ January 2009 ▪ February 2009 ▪ March 2009 ▪ April 2009 ▪ May 2009 ▪ June 2009 ▪ July 2009 ▪ August 2009 ▪ September 2009 ▪ January 2010 ▪ January 2011 ▪ March 2011 ▪ May 2011 ▪ November 2011 ▪ December 2011 ▪ January 2012 ▪ March 2012 ▪ April 2012 ▪ May 2012 ▪ June 2012 ▪ July 2012 ▪ August 2012 ▪ September 2012 ▪ September 2013 ▪ December 2014 ▪ May 2015 ▪ June 2015 { Layout Info ♥ }
Layout Version: OneRelease Date: O3.29.2O12 Color(s): Green, white, gray, & black © 2012 OneSweetyPie. All rights Reserved. |